I love you Elizabeth(:

Well I have been "friends" with Elizabeth for a while but Ive never actually got to know her. Recently at the library I got to know her and Now she is my best friend. Can I just say that she is a wonderful, talented, beautiful person and I am soo blessed to have her in my life! I love how she is not affraid to be herself and she is always striving to do the right thing. School lunch is fun, when she is there it is a blast!! I love her with all of my heart. Im so glad that I know I can trust her and I hope she knows she can trust me. Im so glad to have an amazing friend like her(:

Things I liked in my Younger Years..

I felt I needed to make a mess everytime food was set infront of me.

I always loved to live on the edge so I often would go bull riding

I liked to wash dishes in the nude..

I was a gangster(:

HATED the monkey bars... haha.. still do.

Found joy in sleeping with poles inbetween my legs...

I was pro at Fake Sleeping

Even back then naps were the best thing in my life..

I loved to swim(:

Ive always been an awesome driver(:

I liked to look like a freak in my high chair...

I loved to eat my food like there was no tomorrow

A Really Cute Poem

her hair was up in a ponytail
her favorite dress tied with a bow
today was daddy's day at school
and she couldn't wait to go
but her mommy tried to tell her
that she probably should stay home
why the kids might not understand
if she went to school alone
but she was not afraid
she knew just what to say
what to tell her classmates
of why he wasnt there today
but still her mother worried
for her to face this day alone
and that is why once again
she tried to keep her daughter home
but the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all
about a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls
there were daddies along the wall in the back for everyone to meet
childeren squirming impatiently
anxious in their seats
one by one the teacher called
a student from the class
to introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed
at last the teacher called her name
every child turned to stare
each of them was searching a man who wasn't there
she went to the front of the class
as she smiled up at her mom
and looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on
and with hands behind her back
she slowly began to speak
and from out the mouth of a child came words incredibly unique
'my daddy couldnt be here
because he lives so far away
but i know he wishes he could be
since this is such a special day
and though u cannot meet him
i wanted you to know
all about my daddy and how much he loves me so
he loved to tell me storie
she taught me to ride my bike
he surprised me with pink roses
and taught me to fly a kite
we used to share fudge sundaes
and ice cream in a cone
and though you cannot see him
im not standing here alone
cause my daddy is always with me
even though we are apart
i know because he told me he'll forever be in my heart"
with that her little hand reached up
and lay across her chest
feeling her own heart beat
beneath her favorite dress
and from somewhere in the crowd of dads
her mother stood in tears
proudly watched her daughter
who was wise beyond her years
she finished with a voice so soft
but its message clear and loud...
'i love my daddy very much
hes my shining star
and if he could, he'd be here
..but heavens just too far


" Do not ever doubt the goodness of God, even if you do not know 'why.' They are questions that usually go begging in mortality. Mortality was designed, in a manner of speaking, as the season of unanswered questions. I believe that mortality's supreme test is to face the 'why' and then let it go, trusting humbly in the Lord's promise that 'all things must come to pass in their time." - Elder Lance B. Wickman.

I think way to often we do have unanswered questions, and most the time we are scared. We always have, and we always will. I know that the lord has an answer to everything and he only has your best interest in hand. I know most the time I tend to look for big things in my life or big changes but really really it is the little things that truely make us who we are. Without the everyday struggles we face we would never be able to recognize the good in our life and be thankfull for all the things we DO have. It is ok to be scared it really is..EVERYONE is. We just need to remember he will always be there and he will never leave your side.

I miss my Family!






This little one just makes me cry! I have yet to meet her and I want to see her soo bad!! Ive only seen pictures and yet I love her tons!




Finding True Happiness(:

"It shall come to pass that every soul who forsaketh his sins and cometh unto me and calleth my name and obeyeth my voice and keepeth my commandments shall see my face and know I am"

Well I have been having a hard time with sins and forgivness. I ran accross this scripture and I wasjust filled with warm fuzzies when I read it. I can be forgiven for anything ive done.. nomatter how stupid.. and He will always be there for me. I think sometimes I jsut get into my stubborn bubble and hate to admitt it but.. The lord has done alot for me he really has. I have a wonderful family who loves me and takes care of me and I have amazing leaders and amazing friends that are great examples to me. I may not be the best of person but hey.. who is? No ones perfect and I need to stop trying to be what everyone else wants me to be.
"The best place to look for small changes we can make in the things we do often. and if we can be led by inspiration to choose right things to change consistent obedience will bring great improvement."

D&C 88:63
" Draw nearer unto me and I will draw nearer unto you. seek me diligently and ye shall find me; ask and ye shall receive; knock and it shall be open unto you."

Ramble... Ramble... Ramble

Lately I had been upset.. because I didnt think that I would like my new leaders because Im not very good with change. BUT I LOVE Meagan. She has helped me with more than I think she realizes. I have learned alot from both my leaders. I love the example they are to me. I love how Meagan always encourages me to do my best.. and she is always there when I need her. I love her to death. I have also grown alot closer to Michelle and I love it(: She is like AMAZING!! She is so funny and I just love her bright bubbly personality always brightening my day(: Not once have I hung out with Michelle and not had a smile on my face(: ONLY IN AMERICA! haha.. I have also been stuggling with "god" its been a challenge to go to church because to be honest I dont really like it.. I get really bored and I rather stay in bed.. but.. Meagan Has really helped me kinda ish enjoy it. Now that she is my leader I go. but thats really the only reason why. Well and Michelle tells me she will be mad if I dont go. lol But yea its pretty awesome.. maybe one day ill like church again.. but until then I will continue to sleep in sacrament(:

Hmmmm What have I been up to lately?

well I ran the mile in P.E and it was pretty much lame because I got 12:45... which Is really bad... Last year I got a 7:04... yea.. freakin after my surgery I havent really been physically fit.. haha. Ive just been soo lazy!! I need to get back on a healthy path!! Well today I took pictures for Charissa Boultons wedding. It was way fun! I have never taken pictures of a wedding before I had alot of fun and I hope she likes how they turned out! and and and the pie was delicious. Right now I am sitting on the couch.. it is 11:01 and Im kinda hungry. Well? if we are not supposed to have midnight snacks why is ther a light in the fridge? lol Just kidding I dont want to get up:P Well... My friend broke her glasses today... I felt really bad.. but I didnt know what to say... and then I felt even worse because when she told me she ran them over with the car I laughed.. and thats mean.. but I couldnt help it... Does that make me a bad person for laughing..?? well... Ugh... I wont laugh again. Well Its ok.. because I love her tons and she is awesome... So ill make her cookies or something and maybe she will feel better? yea.. maybe? well yea.. I dont know what else to write.. and I feel i have rambled enough. lol goodbye my blog.

Just some pics(:

Im Pretty Much Loving Life(:

The Grecos. I got to know Michelle at girls camp and we have been best friends ever sence. I seriously LOVE Michelle she is AMAZING!! I can count on her for anything and We have so much fun together. I love playing night games at her house they are so much fun! Fugative is my favorite(: Natalee is her older sister she just turned 17 and me and Michelle blew up 350 Balloons and filled her room it was CRAZY!! We had alot of fun though(:


We had so much fun at Bear Lake this year. Kylie and Jayden came it was soooo much fun(: We were always on the couch.. It was sooo comfortable! lol I taught Kylie and Jayden how to wakeboard and Im pretty sure Jayden tried the sky ski(: We had fun looking for clay and we had alot of fun just swimming(:

Jayden is AMAZING she has seriously been the one who keeps me going. She is a very good listener and She is always there for you when you need her. Jayden has taught me that everything happens for a reason and that the lord is ALWAYS there for you. "Little Wee One" has a very big personality. She is so funny!! I have had so much fun getting to know her this summer. She came to Bear Lake with us this summer it was so much fun!

100 Truths(:

1. Last beverage? strawberry Banana fruit thing(:

2. Last phone call? Kylie Brown

3. Last text message? Kylie Brown

4. Last song you listened to? Rhythm Of Love

5. Last time you cried? Sunday


6. Dated someone twice? yup

8. Kissed someone and regretted it? yup

9. Lost someone special? yeah):

10. Been depressed? yup

11. Been drunk and threw up? Nope


12. baby blue

13. Pink

14. brown


15. Made a new friend? heck yeah!! haha they're all amazing!

16. Fallen out of love? no

17. Laughed until you cried? Uh.. Im not for sure(:

18. Met someone who changed you? Oh yes.

19. Found out who your true friends were? yup

20. Found out someone was talking about you? no.. I hope not.

21. Kissed anyone on your friends list? no

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? actually know them or seen them? hmmm haha

23. How many kids do you want to have? 3 or 4

24. Do you have any pets? 2 dogs(:

25. Do you want to change your name? No

26. What did you do for your last birthday? I had a family dinner at my house(:

27. What time did you wake up today? 11..l ish haha its been pretty lazy

28. What were you doing at midnight last night? crying

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for? school to be out!!

30. Last time you saw your mother? uh.. Yesturday

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? more money!! Im broke and i hate it!!

32. What are you listening to right now? a Baby Bullet commercial haha and Ella talking to her mama

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? mmhmm

34. What's getting on your nerves, right now? My parents.

35. Most visited webpage(s)? facebook, my blog, youtube

36. Eye color? Blue

37. Relationship status? I have a bf(:

38. Favorite Book? I dont like books. But my favorite is Sarah.

39. Zodiac sign? Whatever January is(:

40. Do you have a crush on someone?Uh yea(:

41. Primary school? elementary? Middle Canyon, Rose creek, Sunset, Roberts Id. haha Ive been to alot.

42. Middle School? Willow Creek, Moriah central.

43. College? havent gotten that far haha

44. Hair color? Red

45. Long or short? middle

46. Height? 5'5"

47. Found a new pet peeve? Parents

48. What do you like about yourself? uh...

49. Piercings? ears thats it

50. Tattoos? nope

51. Righty or Lefty? righty. i wish i could write with my left hand! haha


53. First Piercing? near

54. First best friend? Uh Kylie Browm

55. First sport you joined? gymnastics

56. First Vacation? i cant remember the first....


57. Sleeping? yeah im typing in these answers in while im sleeping! what kind of question is that?? haha

58. On the phone? nope b im texting Kylie(:

59. Eating? Nope.

60. Drinking? water

61. I'm about to... answer the next question

62. Listening to? cherry bomb- joan jett haha im in an 80's mood right now (: they rock!!

63. Waiting for? a miracle


64 .Want kids? yes

65. Get married? of course duh!

66. Career? not sure yet. got a lot of ideas


67. Lips or eyes? eyes

68. Hugs or kisses? Well Depends on the person.

69. Taller or shorter? Taller

70. Younger or older? Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms? Nice stomach:)

73. Sensitive or loud? sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship? not sure

75. Trouble maker or hesitant? depends haha


76. Kissed a stranger? nope

77. Drank hard liquor? yes. but it was an accident.

78. Lost glasses/contacts? Never had any

79. Danced in the rain? no but i want to sooo bad!!!

80. Broken someone's heart? idk

81. Had your own heart broken? unfortunatly yes

82. Won a bet? Yes

83. Turned someone down? ya

84. Cried when someone died? Yes

85. Fallen for a friend? yea.. and turned out horrid..


86. Yourself? yes

87. Miracles? yes

88. Love at first sight? honestly depends

89. Heaven? Yes

90. Santa Clause? heck ya!! haha

91. Kiss on the first date? depends...

92. Angels? yea


93. Done something terribly embarassing? oh ya

94. Had more than one girlfriend/boyfriend at one time? I think so but i dont think it counts..

95. Did you sing today? Yepp everyday(:

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? eh idk

98. Do you like bananas? not my favorite.. and i have to be in the mood

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? uh....no

100. Will you publish as 100 Truths? yup!!

We're 15!!

Our Trip To Disneyland(:

In the car on the way to Disney land we are all so excited!!

HAHA me and Aleksia rode Splash Mountain over and over again!!! And Aleksia made th same face everytime! haha

Awe This is us and Eyore(: I love hugging all of them(: